Monday, February 21, 2011

Everyone's got them...Newyears Resolutions( a little late)

So it has been brought to my attention that i suck at updating my blog so here i go again....

At the start of the year I gave myself some resolutions. And this year I decided to make it about me-not selfishly. That was supposed to happen last year but i spent the year mourning, miserable, and unhappy(probably my least favorite year so far). One of my main things was to get healthier, and by healthier i mean lose weight. I joined weight watchers in January and have lost 10lbs so far. This may not be a lot of weight but I'm working at it slowly and have realized that i need to do it in a healthy way. I can't tell you the number of times I've given up just because i don't see the results i want right away! I started going to the gym, taking belly fit grove class's and zumba class's and play a little bit of soccer. I can notice a different in myself already. I don't feel tired all the time, i have more energy and i can tell I've lost inch's. It's going to be a long process but i am in this for better or for worse. Plus I've said it out loud, on paper-well a blog and theirs nothing like a few people knowing for some motivation-if everyone knows and i did nothing about it i would be just a little embarrassed!

May be surrounded by a million people i still feel all alone...which leads me to my next "resolution". I've been feeling pretty lonely for the last couple months. I have some good friends, friends i wish i could keep in touch with a little better, and friends who i wished all lived in the same town as me and of course i have my family. I haven't gone on a date in a long time, I'm in a little bit of a "dry spell". But having said all that I've decided to focus on being ok by myself. I guess you could say I'm dating myself(cheesy i know), learn to be happy with me! I was doing the whole on line dating thing but stopped that as well. Just needed to give it a break and not be constantly looking! Plus the last guy i started talking to was a little too creepy for my liking! This probably sounds like every single girl out their but i honestly feel like this will make me a better person!

Now with all that focusing on myself comes a little bit of schoolwork...math work to be exact! You see i want to go back to school and i was not a very good high school student so i am paying for it now. I have about 4 more levels of math to complete, not to mention the science's class i need to finish. I can't ever remember wanting to actually go back to school, but i know the reward in the end will totally be worth it! (and it even means i could get out of kelowna-I'll save that for another blog post).

These are just a few of the resolutions I've made for myself, i know they sound pretty simple, but sometimes the simple things are the best things:)

Until next time...

1 comment:

  1. Yay! I'm glad you updated!

    I wish you the best luck in your weight loss! That's awesome that you've gotten that far so soon! I'm cheering you on out here :)

    Also, I SO know what you mean about being lonely... I'm SO in the same boat right now! bbm me next time you want to talk :)